Jesus, Faith and Fear: The Triumph of trust

Lessons from Jesus Walking on Water

Could Jesus walk on water? Probably. But if that is where our fascination with this story begins and ends, we have missed the point of the narrative entirely.

The story of Jesus walking on water, recorded in the Gospel of Matthew, is one of the most famous passages in the New Testament. Yet, it is also one of the most thoroughly misunderstood. For centuries, modern readers have treated this account as a display of divine gymnastics, a spectacle designed to prove that Jesus possesses supernatural powers that defy physics. 

The problem with this framing is that the language Matthew originally used loses a tremendous amount of nuance in English translation.

First, consider how the voyage begins. Matthew notes that Jesus ordered the disciples into the boat. It was not a casual suggestion or a polite request; it was an imperative command. Jesus intentionally sent His closest followers directly into the dark, toward a journey He knew would prove perilous.

Second, consider the storm itself. Most English translations say that as night fell, the disciples’ boat was “battered by the waves.” That phrasing paints a picture of bad weather. But “battered” falls far short of Matthew’s actual intent. The Greek word Matthew chooses here is basanizomenon (Bah-sah-nee-ZOM-eh-non) It is the same word used elsewhere in the Gospels to describe torment, agony, severe distress, and demonic affliction. So Matthew was not writing a weather report. He was using language that denoted a deep, spiritual, and psychological anguish. This was an internal storm, a chaos so violent and overwhelming that no human skill or rowing technique could control it.

When we read the text through this original lens, the passage transforms from a story about physical buoyancy into a commentary on the human condition and the power of God to meet us in our internal hells. The moment Jesus climbs into the boat alongside Peter, the torment ends. It is at that exact moment, not when Jesus is hovering above the water, but when He enters their shared space of terror, that the disciples declare for the very first time in Matthew’s Gospel: “Truly you are the Son of God.”

So, if this story is ultimately about the reader’s internal and spiritual life, why does Matthew bother including such dramatic elements as walking on water?

The likely answer is that Matthew knew his audience. Human beings need something tangible to grasp intangible spiritual truths. Concrete imagery gives our minds an anchor. Unfortunately, over centuries of translation and institutional repetition, we have clung tightly to the physical anchor, the water walking, while completely abandoning the profound internal reality it was meant to illustrate. We inevitably focus our attention on the wrong message.

Matthew is attempting to do something far more radical with his Gospel than merely hand us a warm, sentimental reassurance. He is showing us what happens when our fear becomes more real to us than our faith; when the internal struggle grows so deafeningly loud that we can no longer see the help standing directly in front of us.

The point is not simply that Jesus can stride across a body of water without sinking. The point is that God actively enters the storm, stretches a hand toward those who are drowning in terror, and invites them to trust that they do not have to overcome the agony alone.

Notice what happens next in Matthew’s account. Peter does not remain safely inside the wooden walls of the boat. He sees Jesus walking through the dark, and instead of staying put, he steps over the edge directly into the raging water.

Peter’s faith is far from perfect. Almost immediately, he panics, loses his focus, and begins to sink into the deep. But his failure does not render his attempt meaningless. In his panic, he reaches his hand into the dark for help, and Jesus instantly reaches back to grab him. The Gospel presents Peter as an ordinary, terrified human being who was nevertheless willing to move toward God while still afraid.

That is precisely what faith asks of us today. Faith does not demand that we sit back and wait for God to erase war, eradicate poverty, or heal every broken body. It asks that we refuse to accept these horrors as inevitable.

We may not possess the power to calm every storm on the planet, but we possess the power to decide whether we will leave our fellow human beings to face those storms alone. We can feed a person who is hungry, shield someone who is vulnerable, challenge systems that cause suffering, and extend our hands when another human being begins to sink beneath the weight of life.

Maybe God does not enter the physical world by bending natural laws from on high. Maybe God enters the world through human beings who refuse to look away from suffering. The miracle is not always that the wind stops blowing. Sometimes, the true miracle is that, in the middle of the tempest, human beings become willing to reach for one another.

This brings us back to the ultimate declaration made by the disciples: “Truly, this is the Son of God.”

They did not make this confession simply because Jesus performed a miraculous stunt on the water. They declared it after witnessing Jesus meet their absolute terror with personal compassion, climbing into their battered vessel rather than abandoning them to the deep. They recognized something far more profound than raw physical power. They recognized a God who refuses to remain distant from human suffering.

Hosanna! Understanding the Significance of Palm Sunday

Traditionally Palm Sunday is a day we experience contradictions. We parade with palms and celebrate the day Jesus arrived in Jerusalem, the capital, the place from where God reigns over the kingdom of Israel and near the end our hopes are dashed as we recount the death of Jesus by reading the Passion. There is a movement in the church to end this practice and it is a movement that I support. Palm Sunday highlights an important piece of the story of Jesus, and an important component of what it means to be his disciple, but that component gets overshadowed by the emphasis placed on his death.

When Jesus arrives at Jerusalem he has been spreading his message of love for three long years. He has healed the sick, cast out demons, raised the dead, but more importantly he has questioned the status quo. He has questioned the authority of Rome, he has questioned the authority of the temple, and he has questioned the authority of his listeners’ hearts. No one is spared and nor should they be because Jesus was not sent to be the voice of God for just one group, the right group, Jesus was sent to be the voice for ALL.

On the first Palm Sunday, which was not a Sunday, Jesus descends from the hills surrounding the city greeted by thousands of inhabitants shouting Hosanna, Hosanna, Hosanna in the highest! Or something like it. Hosanna is an Aramaic word that literally means “Save (help), I pray!” and it only appears in the gospels in relationship to this moment in time. The shouting of Hosana is a sign that the people are ready, they are ready for something different, they are ready to be out from under the thumb of the Roman emperor, they are ready to be out from under the oppressive rules of the temple, but are they truly ready for what these hopes will cost?

As the procession of palms enters Jerusalem from the east, another procession is entering through the west gate. Pontious Pilot has arrived with his legions to ensure that the city remain calm during Passover. Thousands of Hebrews descend on Jerusalem every year for the observance of Passover and Pilot is not going to take any chances of there being trouble due to recent grumblings of rebellion. So here we have two distinctly different processions, one that represents joy and hope; and one that represents authority and oppression. They meet, symbolically, in the middle in Jerusalem, a city which is described by Matthew as a city in turmoil.

So here we are, in the year 2026, symbolically recreating the procession from the east, calling and praying for God to Save us; but from what do we need to be saved? While some, as attested to by the No Kings marchers, argue that we need to be saved from government oppression, that is not it because that is a human matter. Jesus did not save the Hebrew people from the authority of Rome or even the temple and his death and ultimate resurrection are not about the political turmoil humanity creates for itself; it is about hoping in the possibility that some day we will be able to reconcile the turmoil that is within each of us.

The events we remember today and throughout Holy Week were real. We know this because they are in the historical record and I don’t just mean they are in the gospels. Our remembrance of them is consistent with our Hebrew roots as a faith tradition, but let’s not mistake remembrance for meaning. While we remember these events, we must also do the hard work of allowing the meaning of these events to renew and change us.

The turmoil in Jerusalem nearly 2,000 years ago was due to civic unrest caused by the juxtaposition to Imperial authority, temple authority, and this new guy spreading a cryptic message of love. For just a moment, try to picture the events of that day. You are standing in front of your house and from one direction you hear trumpets announcing the arrival of the Roman legions, and from the other direction you hear people shouting Hosana, save us! You have heard the trumpets of Rome many times and are used to them, so you turn your attention toward the east and wonder what all of this hubbub is about, then you realize it is about that guy Jesus who has been saying some pretty radical things, like love your neighbor, but on some level that makes sense to you and you want to hear more; but you also know that the priests don’t like this guy and have told you all to stay away. So, what do you do? Do you listen to the people in charge and stay away? Do you go hear what he has to say? Or do you go about your day and mind your own business because you have kids to feed and work to do? This decision is not an easy one, it creates conflict in you. On the one hand you are busy and need to get to work, but on the other hand you like some of what you have heard about Jesus and want to go listen? You feel conflicted, your thoughts are in turmoil.

The celebration of Jesus entry into Jerusalem is not just about the historical events, it is a reminder to us that the turmoil caused for the people who experienced it is the same turmoil that lives in us every single day. We are all Jerusalem on that day. We live in the turmoil, striving to be faithful to God’s command to love, while faced with neighbors who are frankly just jerks, which is not a strong enough word, but I leave it to your imagine the words I would like to use.

We are consistently and constantly bombarded with the opinions and actions of people who appear to hate their neighbors, who clearly only care about how everything affects them. We are told that we need to be civically active, that we must obey the law, that we must pay our taxes. We are consistently disregarded by our employers as we slave away to ensure that they make money or in the non-profit world to ensure that government or donors’ money isn’t being wasted. All of these things, are nothing more than the Roman and temple authorities of our time and the pressure we feel from these external sources is very real and is often in conflict with what Jesus teaches us, creating internal conflict and turmoil.

How can we be faithful followers of Jesus, a people who seek to love all people when human existence is so messy? We start with Hosana! Save me I pray! And then we gather around a table and share a meal, because when we are sharing a meal, we can forget about all those other things; this is what we do on Maundy Thursday.

After our meal we take some time to think about from what we wished to be save. What is the one thing we want to change about ourselves and we ask God to help us and they will; but only if we believe they will. We call this concept placing our burdens at the foot of the cross and it is what we do on Good Friday.

Having placed our burden on the cross and we allow that burden to die with Jesus, because that is what it is all about. It is about God carrying our burdens with us and for us, so that they are no longer burdens. Once we have done that, they are buried with Christ and if we truly allow them to be buried, they will no longer be a burden; and we will still be here as a resurrected people. As people who, because of their faith, were able to let go of the turmoil, if only for a few moments.

The cycle of turmoil, death, and resurrection is not a one time thing, it is a cycle that is repeated time and time again, and it is a cycle we are called to repeat every day of our lives, which is why we gather as a community week after week in a sanctuary from the turmoil of the world, to break bread, and to celebrate the resurrection of Christ Jesus.

My invitation to use all is to enter Holy Week with the intention of fully immersing ourselves in this process so when we gather on Easter morning the resurrection holds new meaning for us all.

Understanding Repentance: A Call to Think Differently

Last week we heard from Matthew that Jesus warned his disciples to be ready because only God knows when he will return. The commonly implied interpretation of this passage is that on the day of judgement the ones who believe will be saved and the rest will be left behind; this is affectionately known as The Rapture. Today we are told of John the Baptist’s call for repentance, a word that has changed meaning over the millennia. Today it means the act of having sincere regret, which is similar to what the word meant when Matthew used it, but only if you read between the lines. For Matthew, for John the Baptist, repentance was the action of changing your mind or thinking differently. The call is not to get on our knees and beg for forgiveness so that we can go to heaven, the call is to prepare ourselves for the second coming by thinking differently about creation and our place in it, so that when Jesus returns, we are not confused and caught off guard; it is not a threat of damnation as that would be wholly inconsistent with our understanding of God as revealed through the teachings of Christ Jesus.

There are many things that we collectively need to repent for. There is the sin of racism, sexism, capitalism, genocide, the sin of war, greed, indifference and so many, many more. There is of course no way that we can all repent for every sin humanity has brought into existence, nor are we expected to. What we are called to do is make the conscious choice to live counterculturally, or at least strive to do so.

I would like to say that I have been astonished by the level of indifference many people seem to have towards our neighbor’s ability to access basic necessities such as food, health care, and housing; but I can’t say that because it doesn’t surprise me, though it does sadden me.

I understand that we are selfish creatures, with an innate urge to live, it is the same survival instinct that all living things have; animals avoid danger, plants lean towards the sun, mosquitos avoid our attempts to squish them and we revert to our primal instincts when we perceive a threat to ourselves or people we love. What separates us from other living creatures is our ability to overrule our instincts, we can choose to share what we have, to not fight back, to sacrifice ourselves for the sake of others and doing so is not only counter to our instincts but counter cultural; which is the whole point. God wants us to consciously choose to treat everyone as if they are a part of our inner circle, in God’s kingdom there is no us and them, there is simply us.

I dream of a world where everyone has a home, food, and the physical, mental, and emotional care they need and I have hope that someday the world will be a place where love rules over the hearts and minds of all of us, because it will be on that day that my hopes will come true.  

Dreams are nothing more than a wish, but hope is more than that. Hope, especially Christian hope, is fixed in our belief that something will happen and that is a powerful difference. I dream of winning the lottery so that I can bankroll ministries that provide the necessities I want everyone to have, but I don’t have much hope that it will happen and not because I am unlikely to win, but because that dream is based on what I want for the world and has little to do with God’s promise for it.

In God’s kingdom, which is coming, possibly even today, there will be no hunger, or death, or illness, or poverty, or war, not because only the “good” people will be there but because those that are there will have done the work necessary to change how they perceive their neighbors, to recognized that the kingdom is right here, it is right in front of us, but it is hidden by the multitude of sins that we collectively commit every single day and to be clear I am in fact saying that we are all responsible for all of the sins and we all have a duty to repent for them; but repentance requires more than getting on our knees and begging God for their mercy, it requires us to actively love our neighbor enough to do everything we can to stop ourselves and others from perpetuating the sense of entitlement and selfishness that is so pervasive in the world.

Every time a finger is pointed with the pretext that someone is not worthy, and every time we see that finger and remain silent the fog between this world and God’s kingdom thickens. Our readiness for the return of Jesus is not about being pious, it isn’t just about being faithful to God, it isn’t about being free from sin; it is about recognizing that if our hope for the future is going to be fulfilled then we have to accept our part in the story. We have to see and understand how we participate in the sins of the world, not so that God can forgive us but so that can we recognize that when the last day arrives, when Jesus returns to the earth it will not be a moment when we will be swooped off to heaven, but a moment when all of the of the sins and all of the joys will be revealed at once and if we haven’t prepped ourselves we won’t even realize its happening; which is why we need heed the call of John the Baptist, we need do the hard work of repentance. Which means that we must examine how we see and interact with the world and reject the thought that we are blameless because we aren’t. Following the path trodden by Jesus requires that we strive to approach everything with love which requires us to examine our lives, most especially the systems we use to organize them because the systems are the sins and unless we accept that repentance isn’t possible. My hope is that love will rule over the hearts and minds of all of us and I know it will happen. The road ahead is long and it is filled with potholes, detours, off ramps and perhaps even collapsed bridges, but all of these are just distractions because with Emmanuel, God with us, all things are possible. Amen.